Catherine Holtrup, Cathedral High School – University of Louisville
We are pleased to introduce our 2023 Erika Wells Memorial Scholarship winners, who each received a $1000 scholarship towards their college education. Please enjoy reading their personal essays, in which they discuss how running has made a positive impact on their lives.
Erika Wells was a beloved member of the Indy Runners who tragically passed away in October 2016. Her dedication to service, personal growth, social engagement, and an overall use of running as part of a healthy lifestyle and a way to help support the community were unparalleled. We believe these winners each exemplify these characteristics as well.
We are thankful that these young people were willing to share their unique stories of how running has influenced their lives. We hope that they will continue to make running a cornerstone of their life.
“On a hot, humid August afternoon, the cross country team was breaking up into groups for the first long run of the year. I was used to three-milers from middle school, but now, freshman year, I had to decide if I would join the five-mile group or the six-mile group.I couldn’t decide if I wanted to throw up or run away from practice. I looked nervously at my friend Brooke, secretly hoping she was planning on only running five. My stomach tightened when she told me she’d be doing the extra mile, but I decided to join her anyway.
By the halfway point I was really starting to wonder what I had gotten myself into. Heavy legs and arms, a dizzy feeling. Searching my mind for a good reason to just give up. Wishing I hadn’t gone left at that last turn but kept going straight instead, headed for a Starbucks strawberry acai refresher. Through all six miles, I never stopped thinking about quitting, but I also never stopped worrying what it would feel like if I did quit.
“There are no benches in cross country” goes a saying among runners. Whether it’s 20 degrees or 100, through tornado warnings or blizzards, cross country runners keep running. Our sport is your sport’s punishment. Cross country is also unusual because it’s both an individual sport and a team sport. But that’s why it has helped me learn so much about facing challenges. A runner has to persevere not only to improve their own abilities but also to support their teammates and the goals of their team. A runner can’t quit because doing so means not only letting herself down but letting her team down too.
I can’t even count the number of times I’ve thought of quitting a race or quitting my sport altogether. But any time I considered it, my mom would remind me that running is 10% physical and 90% mental. I believe that. Cross country has taught me how to face challenges in many areas of my life. I have struggled with learning disabilities throughout my education, and the classroom is another place where I’ve thought about quitting many times. In the end, though, I know that a geometry test or an English essay is nowhere near as painful as a six-mile run, and I know that I can persevere.”
